New sem has started, tapi dah missed one class already. Yo yo poyo jer azam baru aku. Actually I have the nawaitu nak pegi klass, dah siap mandi and dressed n masuk file dlm beg tapi apa kan daya hujan was pouring like mad. So I’ve decided to carry on my slumber.

Last week, I went to JB to pay Khalid a visit. I never went to JB alone by bus. Agak scary la jgak. I went on thurs and on fri Khalid keje and I was left alone at the house. Then proximately at 11.15 am his friends who came back from kg threw me out from the house !!! They don actually ckp “ Kuar ko skrang dari umah aku!” Well I can read gestures. I called Khalid and ngadu wat was happening to me. Khalid reasoned with his idiotic mean friends, and asked me to stay. I was not going to stay in the hs without Khalid. So I took my bath pakai baju cecepat and left the house at 12.00pm. I had no where to go in this unknown city. I don’t know places in JB. I am all independent where I know my way around. I walked to a bus stop and meleleh air mata aku ni. It was only 12.00 pm and Khalid would be back at 9pm. 9 hrs alone in this strange city which I only know one person in the entire city. Unexpectedly my tears came down. I actually have distance relatives but I don’t have their numbers and I don’t where the heck they stay. Calling my dad asking would bring me to death so I don bother with the idea of calling my relatives. So I played with my phone and gazed my contacts numbers and hey I actually I know one person in JB who were I was really closed back then. Things turned upside down for us. I really do feel we needed to talk about selling routers and settle bills. Kalu call mahal , aku dah guna digi, dia maxis. Nak talk online pon, she’s rarely online. So I took this opportunity to talk. And I really needed a companionship. 9 hrs at a bus stop was not a good idea. She instructed me to go somewhere and she would pick me up from there. So I spent 2 hrs waiting for her alone. Well the talk lasted not so much of hours, I’ve decided to throw activities while waiting 4 9pm to arrive.

9 pm arrived and my companionship sent me back and yippie Lin and Lid together dah. I begged Khalid not to work on Saturday. Luckily my darling agreed. On Saturday, we filled the activities at Danga Bay as what Khalid called perkara ngarut since he likes to spent days at home. Naik chu chu train, naik bot, karaoeke, bowling. It was a blast. I continue ignoring his friends. Khalid decided to look for other house just for my comfort. Awww sweet of him !!

On Sunday, it was time to back. Sedih nyer.. Berjauhann .. Lagi 2 minggu, lin datang lg yer bebeh…

dedication to my heartbeat ( this is no crap)

my heartbeat

First of all I would like to wish u all SALAM AIDILFITRI and MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. This is the 6 days of Hari Raya. The festive mood slowly fades away. It was a really a flourish Hari Raya. Went to rumah nenek at Klang on the eve of Hari Raya. My aunties and small cousins are already there. After dumped our bags, my parents and I fetched my sister in subang permai who were left early for kampong ( in spite of tanak tlg mak mop lantai ngan pasang langsir ) and headed to midvalley to finish another half of shopping.
Hari Raya arrived .. collected as much as duit raya.. tapi tak banyak pon.. Not as much as I was a lil kiddy.

Kekadang aku pikir pikir balik.. Kenapa Hari Raya tak fun mcm dulu. Masa kecit kecit bkan main xcited giler. Dapat baju baru, dapat kasut baru.. kekadang kita brag… “eh awak, baju raya saya warna pink.. reben reben lg” or.. “ kita posa 3 hari tinggal jer.. awak?” or maybe “ saya nyer duit raya 4ratus..awak?” Main bunga api or mercun was a must !.. Tak lengkap kalu tadak bunga api.. my fave was yg ada batang pegang tuh was a red n white stripes pastuh yg hujung nyer warna kuning :D pastuh bila kita baker dia kuar warna warni.. jap biru jap merah.. heheh seronott !!

Holiday nak over dah.. Aku gumbira .. sebulan setengah duk umah, aku naik 5 kg !! 5 kg people.. cialaker btol. Tak aerobic tak joggin tak diet , hari raya, mak aku masak sedap.. itu laa padah nyer.. Balik melaka ni aku berazam utk turunkan another 10 kgs.. I need to do that.. So Karen help me..