Guess what.. I am now officially 7 kgs fatter.. yes i am pple..

Mueheheheh

Last year, after i went through hard times of dieting and aerobic-ings, i lost astounding 15 kgs..

Yes pple 15 kgs. But after i found my self eating like nobody's business then again i gained 5 kg back.. yes pple 5 kg's back after 1 months lebeh bercuti di rumah. Now i have found myself a nice dear boyfriend, i gained another 2 kgs back.. !! Yes pple the total is now 7 kgs

I ought to get my weight to the correct area. I must.. !! Last time aku diet with organic food. The taste sure yucky la tapi nak kurus nyer pasal.. This time aku kene jugak carik the yucky thing again. Mahal tau..(as a student who receives income only rm500 a month to pay rents,bills and food) rm180 i think.. Aku tak leh makan anything at all kecuali makan benda tuh.. *sighs* Some pple tgk aku suffer from my desire to eat and kutuk me for not doing the rite diet.. "KO MAKAN BENDA TUH, STOP MAKAN KO GEMOK 2 KALI GANDA !!" Hey bitch, aku dah stop eating and aku tak gemok 2 kali ganda ponn.. Kalu aku gemok dua kali ganda sure aku dah 30 kg naik skang ni.. muehahahah.. sorry laa for my harsh words but at least i did try change myself for the better. I am not lucky enuff to be born with a high metabolisme. Tapi alhamdulilah aku mempunyai cukup sifat.. Terlebih lemak jer..

My new resolution is to quit my ciggy.. i have achieved a only 1 week of success.. New sem ni saya berjanji akan menguruskan badan saya yg gemok ini dan juga menjaga paru paru saya.. Y must wait new sem for dieting?? Sbb masakan mak aku yg TERBAIK di dalam dunia.