5 days before I turned 23...
"ayg, lin tak dpt dtg JB la this weekend. Banyak assignments nak kene siap.."
"takpe laa syg, khalid tak kesah, nanti kita jumpa yer.."
"sorry ayg.."
"its ok.."
4 days before I turned 23..
"syg, Khalid dtg mlk weekend ni yer.."
"yer ker.. betol ni.."
" ha ah.."
"yeah yeah.."
3 days before I turned 23..
"syg, sorry sgt, Khalid x dpt g mlk, kakak khalid sakit.."
"yer ker..teruk ker sakit, ayg?"
"teruk juga.."
"takpe lah, ayg jaga kakak ayg la yer, nanti minggu lg satu lin dtg JB"
"sorry yer syg.."
"its ok.."
2 days before I turned 23..
"hello ayg.."
"lin, khalid bz ni, akak khalid tgh berubat"
2 hrs later..
"hello.. ayg.."
"setengah jam lg tepon khalid balik"
"aalaaa..."
1/2 jam after..
"ayang.."
"syg, khalid masih bz.."
"dah la ayg, bz jerr, x nak ckp ngan lin, ckp jer laa.."
tut..tut..tut
1 day before I turned 23..
"ayg, kakak dh ok skit, khalid dtg mlk yer.."
"khalid, lin dh ckp mak lin nak balik Klang dh ni, kenapa x ckp awal awal??!!"
"yer ker.. takpe la cam tuh"
1/2 jam after
"ayg, dtg laa ayg, lin pon windu ayg, lin dh ckp mak lin x jadik balik"
"yer ker.. mlm ni ayg sampai"
"janji tau, jangan x jadik plak.."
"janji.."
1/2 hour before I turned 23..
"ayanggg.."
"hi syg, sehat?"
"sehat.."
"syg, khalid esok kene balik jugak.."
"alaaaa baru jer sampai mlk, dh nk kene balik"
"akak khalid dah sakit balik, td kat bus station Larkin, suami kakak suh balik cpat,
tp khalid dh janji sama lin.."
"yer ker.."
"berbelah bagi nak g mlk ker balik balik pasir gudang, tapi esok birthday lin, khalid dh janji kat lin, x sampai hati x nk tunaikan.. syg, suka x khalid dtg??"
"suka !.. terima kaseh ayg"
"HEheheheh, mana satu nurul?"
"tuh, kerete dia kat sana"
"Susahkan nurul jer amik khalid"
"Dia yg offer diri, ayg jgn risau, ayg kan tau lin x suka susahkan org, kalu org tuh tak iklas tlg kita, buat apa nak suruh suruh-suruh.."
"okeh darlin, ckp thank u sama nurul yer"
"okeh.."
the day i've turned 23
"happy birthday, syg"
"tq so much ayg"
"syg, khalid risau kakak khalid"
"insyallah tadek benda"
18 hrs after i've turned 23
"ayg dh lambat dh ni.."
"khalid x mo balik, tapi terpaksa syg..risau kakak khalid tu"
"lin pahamm..lin mintak tlg org antar ayg, k"
"kita naik teksi la syg, jgn susahkan org"
"teksi mahal la nak g mlk central, naik bus laa yer ayg"
"lambat.."
"tapi mahal, ayg pon lom gaji lg ni"
"takpe"
20 hours after I've turned 23
"bang, g Jb ada lagik ticket bas?"
"habis.."
"bang, g Jb ada lagik ticket bas?
"habis.."
"bang, g Jb ada lagik ticket bas?
"habis.."
"camna ni ayg?"
"takpe, syg relax jer.."
21 hours after I've turned 23
"syg khalid naik teksi la balik JB, dh tadek pilihan"
"kesian ayg, susah susah sbb lin"
"eh tak susah lah, khalid jer susahkan ayg, kene teman khalid buang masa lin x buat assignments"
"tak susah per per pon, i love u"
"i love u too"
21 hours and a half
"tq sbb datang jgk lin kat sini"
"sama sama, syg jaga diri ok, panjang umo kita jumpa lg"
"insyallah lin dtg jumpa ayg lg, i love u"
"love u too, khalid sampai JB khalid sms"
"ok ayg, pakcik teksi, tlg bawak hati hati, saya sayang sgt kat laki saya ni"
"syg, malu laa"
"heheheh"
23 hours after I've turned 23
I received 2 sms saying
" if i can only touch the rainbow, i will write your name on top of it, to let the people know that today is your birthday, happy birthday my dear lin"
"khalid dh sampai tol JB"
And i sat there, sebak..
After so much years of living, years after i got to know love between a man and a woman do exists, years after I experienced my first so called love.. this is the man, i've found who has the sincerity in his heart. a pure sincerity that never be able to find inside men/boys who claimed to love me before. He burden himself to satisfy me, tore between a sister and a girlfren. I know he came with not so much of money and was tired after he took care of his sister days before but he managed to come. He didnt need to come..
Thank you so much, for the visit, even tho it was short but it is very very much appreciated.
Love you syed muhamed khalid.
"ayg, lin tak dpt dtg JB la this weekend. Banyak assignments nak kene siap.."
"takpe laa syg, khalid tak kesah, nanti kita jumpa yer.."
"sorry ayg.."
"its ok.."
4 days before I turned 23..
"syg, Khalid dtg mlk weekend ni yer.."
"yer ker.. betol ni.."
" ha ah.."
"yeah yeah.."
3 days before I turned 23..
"syg, sorry sgt, Khalid x dpt g mlk, kakak khalid sakit.."
"yer ker..teruk ker sakit, ayg?"
"teruk juga.."
"takpe lah, ayg jaga kakak ayg la yer, nanti minggu lg satu lin dtg JB"
"sorry yer syg.."
"its ok.."
2 days before I turned 23..
"hello ayg.."
"lin, khalid bz ni, akak khalid tgh berubat"
2 hrs later..
"hello.. ayg.."
"setengah jam lg tepon khalid balik"
"aalaaa..."
1/2 jam after..
"ayang.."
"syg, khalid masih bz.."
"dah la ayg, bz jerr, x nak ckp ngan lin, ckp jer laa.."
tut..tut..tut
1 day before I turned 23..
"ayg, kakak dh ok skit, khalid dtg mlk yer.."
"khalid, lin dh ckp mak lin nak balik Klang dh ni, kenapa x ckp awal awal??!!"
"yer ker.. takpe la cam tuh"
1/2 jam after
"ayg, dtg laa ayg, lin pon windu ayg, lin dh ckp mak lin x jadik balik"
"yer ker.. mlm ni ayg sampai"
"janji tau, jangan x jadik plak.."
"janji.."
1/2 hour before I turned 23..
"ayanggg.."
"hi syg, sehat?"
"sehat.."
"syg, khalid esok kene balik jugak.."
"alaaaa baru jer sampai mlk, dh nk kene balik"
"akak khalid dah sakit balik, td kat bus station Larkin, suami kakak suh balik cpat,
tp khalid dh janji sama lin.."
"yer ker.."
"berbelah bagi nak g mlk ker balik balik pasir gudang, tapi esok birthday lin, khalid dh janji kat lin, x sampai hati x nk tunaikan.. syg, suka x khalid dtg??"
"suka !.. terima kaseh ayg"
"HEheheheh, mana satu nurul?"
"tuh, kerete dia kat sana"
"Susahkan nurul jer amik khalid"
"Dia yg offer diri, ayg jgn risau, ayg kan tau lin x suka susahkan org, kalu org tuh tak iklas tlg kita, buat apa nak suruh suruh-suruh.."
"okeh darlin, ckp thank u sama nurul yer"
"okeh.."
the day i've turned 23
"happy birthday, syg"
"tq so much ayg"
"syg, khalid risau kakak khalid"
"insyallah tadek benda"
18 hrs after i've turned 23
"ayg dh lambat dh ni.."
"khalid x mo balik, tapi terpaksa syg..risau kakak khalid tu"
"lin pahamm..lin mintak tlg org antar ayg, k"
"kita naik teksi la syg, jgn susahkan org"
"teksi mahal la nak g mlk central, naik bus laa yer ayg"
"lambat.."
"tapi mahal, ayg pon lom gaji lg ni"
"takpe"
20 hours after I've turned 23
"bang, g Jb ada lagik ticket bas?"
"habis.."
"bang, g Jb ada lagik ticket bas?
"habis.."
"bang, g Jb ada lagik ticket bas?
"habis.."
"camna ni ayg?"
"takpe, syg relax jer.."
21 hours after I've turned 23
"syg khalid naik teksi la balik JB, dh tadek pilihan"
"kesian ayg, susah susah sbb lin"
"eh tak susah lah, khalid jer susahkan ayg, kene teman khalid buang masa lin x buat assignments"
"tak susah per per pon, i love u"
"i love u too"
21 hours and a half
"tq sbb datang jgk lin kat sini"
"sama sama, syg jaga diri ok, panjang umo kita jumpa lg"
"insyallah lin dtg jumpa ayg lg, i love u"
"love u too, khalid sampai JB khalid sms"
"ok ayg, pakcik teksi, tlg bawak hati hati, saya sayang sgt kat laki saya ni"
"syg, malu laa"
"heheheh"
23 hours after I've turned 23
I received 2 sms saying
" if i can only touch the rainbow, i will write your name on top of it, to let the people know that today is your birthday, happy birthday my dear lin"
"khalid dh sampai tol JB"
And i sat there, sebak..
After so much years of living, years after i got to know love between a man and a woman do exists, years after I experienced my first so called love.. this is the man, i've found who has the sincerity in his heart. a pure sincerity that never be able to find inside men/boys who claimed to love me before. He burden himself to satisfy me, tore between a sister and a girlfren. I know he came with not so much of money and was tired after he took care of his sister days before but he managed to come. He didnt need to come..
Thank you so much, for the visit, even tho it was short but it is very very much appreciated.
Love you syed muhamed khalid.
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