I haven’t written something in here for ages. As you can see, the last time I jot down something here was days after my birthday and I was completely utterly thought I have the greatest love in the world. Yeahh rite..

Between the last post until I put something in here, which is today, I went thru lots of phases. I never regretted on having these phases coz the ordeal, trauma, the pain, the joy, the thankfulness, the business and the fun are the elements that made me today. Thanks to Allah, who allows me to be alive until now and made me realize that I should have made differences in my life.. Different in the sense of the way I think or generate ideas. I am no student no more so I have to be MORE proactive- think and do differently. I enjoyed being a student and still miss every the minute of being a student. Careless and free.. Living life crazily. I miss that.

This entry gonna be long. Any of those who couldn’t be bothered, just skip and wait for the short entry. Or for those who don even give a damn, just don open my blog.. Hahha.. It just I wanted to jot down the phases I’ve been thru, so one day when I look or read back my blog, I have could recall how these phases makes me become me today.

PHASE 1

Busy-ness was the thing we had go thru. I didn’t have time to update this blog even. The hectic thing was we had to submit 2 assignments plus we had to present our Final Year Project all in one day. Mind you the 2 assignments consist of 2 damn programs each. We had to submit all of these programs in one fucking day as well had to present the FYP. How hectic was that? Since we had exam, we started late, Wani came to my house, we tried to understand what the hell the PP assignment was all about, we tried to surf info on the Internet sampai lebam and did we get any info? Sadly no.. We supposed to work in 3 but the other grupmate had to do whatever things she had to do. The next day, Wani and I got our heads into this fucking PP assg. Generally we get the idea wat assg wanted us to do. I said to Wani, “ok la wani, ko buat laa assignment AA, since dedua ni nak kene hantar the same day, pastuh kita kene fyp presentation lg..aduss” At least she helped me a bit for PP. Wani agreed, and off I went doing the damn assignment alone.. Sobs.. Started in the afternoon and ended the next morning. After that, off I went to help Wani with the AA assignment. I felt like crying for who ever irresponsible. Other pple were busy too you know and didn’t even have time to pick our noses even. After 5 am, I had finally found a coding solution for the AA assg. Thank god, Wani managed to get the first coding rite. It was 5 am and I hadn’t had a time to peek wats goin on with the FYP presentation. Off I went, writing the script for the my FYP presentation which scheduled at 3 pm. Thank god it was 3 pm, if it was 9 in the morn, I probably slip into comma. I slept around 6 am plus. At 11 am I woke up, I gathered the stuffs that needed to be submit and off I went to campus to set up the presentation and submit the assignments as well. The presentation was OK except due to misconduct of the equipments, there were understandable errors, we got thru tat. Thank god.
Nite time was happy times. Me and Karen had dinner at Friends Cafe and found new friends (Qim and Reymold). Which we found out later that Qim is just plain ass. Kerete Ayie was kindda horny, the gear got stuck in gear 1 and cannot move to any other gears. Guess, it needed a man’s hand, so Reymold’s hand soothed her. We went to Pure after that with Nurul. Met Sham n her bf n his friends. Got chanced to gedik sama abg botak yg sangat my type there.. Drool. The nite was a blast.
What saddened me was, the PP code got rejected. Aduss.. At least I did it by myself with the help of Wani, not like I copied from someone else’s work. We had to do the PP codings again with the help of Trevor. And guess what? No presentation for the PP assg since Hakim was too busy. Yehaa.
In the PHASE 1, I’ve gathered thoughts.. we have to plan our timeline perfectly. We have to grow up to and be responsible what ever task we’ve been given and do not rely on others. We have to put 150% effort on our work. No to asalkan boleh attitude. I don really like the terms LAYU in MeLAYU that gives the picture of Melayu. Melayu should not be LAYU, we must make a change so things wouldn’t be LAYU in the future and stop the dissing goin on by others.

End of PHASE 1