I have a job contract offer. Nadiah submitted my name but frankly I am half hearted to go. Due to the reasons of

1. I had to forget about my re do my car lesen for a while.
2. I have to stay with nadiah since the transport is not provide-able. It is not a bad thing but staying at someone place is not so much comfy.
3. I am afraid that HSBC going to call me and then I have to let go of the job offer since I am still under contract.
4. Pastuh I surely gonna tak jumpa this idiotic, ego, busuk, poyo but loveable mamat everyday. Sobs.. (refer picture below)

being jobless.. thats the thing i am good at.. went several interviews, eh i mean loads of interviw, back n forth to kl.. bazir btol duit.. keje tak dapat..met loads of guys in clubs, mypase as well.. mostly are sampah. single as ever..

i miss my frens so much. i am so lonely la kat umah. there is no one who could share my laughter as well my tears.. sometimes i lay down kat atas katil, wonder what the hell is happening in my life.. no partner, no job and frens are totally far.. bosann !!

sedey nyer.. sobs..